So. Haven’t been writing much here of late and yet I continue to gain new subscribers (hello!). I know most people reading here are close to me so you know I am still “around” in this blogo-wtf-osphere.
Anywhoo…. I’ve been going through quite a lot and I feel a calm approaching as well as a drive to write. I am still waiting for that “where to begin” moment but until then I will just say ……
I’ve got 110 problems and yeah…..not eating is not one. LOL.
I have so much energy it feels foreign. I KILL it in the pool (if only I weren’t so unmotivated), I got back .. like “baby got back” and my body seems to change everyday.
And I feel SOOOOOOOO F*cked ….for now.
Alas, no applause please. I can claim no recovery — my behavior and thoughts are deplorable, but since this blog is a diary of sorts I may as well share and start now.
Seriously. Glitter can barely hold court in my mind right now against the tyranny of my discomfort.
BUT MY MIND IS FIGHTING.
I want life so bad.