I’ve been sidelined for a bit…which is…whatever. Totally fine.
It happens. Strained muscles…no complaints.
But a funny thing happens when you get sent to the bench.
You’re forced to watch the game you’ve been playing from a different perspective.
And…whatever it is I’m playing, my game is way off.
I am a flusteredcluck of mess.
I’ve got some cleaning up to do.
No.
I’ve got major renovation to do.
I’m talking about complete demolition and re-structure.
Like whoa.
This is a great thing. Work on yourself and get healthy. Now you have the time to focus on getting better.
thanks superman. (0:
Good for you, Missy.
xo
Always here if you want to vent, or just need an understanding ‘ear’ (should that be pair of eyes? that sounds creepy)
xxxx
I think sometimes we have to be broken down to rebuild – so we can start again from the very bottom up, and build a stable foundation, stable structure on top of that as opposed to the shaky one we were relying on before.
I really love something I read once – about us ‘broken’ ones being on that rubbish dump but NOT being rubbish – Jesus being the ultimate repurposer. (Another made up word.) He loves scavenging for broken people like us, and putting us back together again, better than before!!! So that makes us special, eh?
He has a way of convincing us to see that we need help when we have run and run and run from it – it’s time to stop running, to rest, and to trust. It will be okay, Missy, you will be okay. Hang in there. I believe in you!
By the way, Flustercluck is the BEST new word ever. Totally beats skerrick – out of the ballpark. Rubbing my hands together with glee, who will I use this new word on today
yes, our POTTER
Dearest Missy,
my heart has been hoping this post would come. You’re tired now, aren’t you? Tired of not feeling okay. Of not having a life. Of not feeling any peace within and lack the energy to realize the dreams you do have.
I understand you and I feel you. The feelings and thoughts that run through your body also belongs to my soul and it is important for me to that you know that my heart is always open to you. It is a long and touch process that is waiting for my angel, but I know that with a hard fight you will survive and win over ED.
Please, do not let fear prevent you from seeking more help. Support is not dangerous, ED is. That is the one who wants to slowly destroy us from within, not the people around us. All they want is to hold our hand when we go through the hell we must go through to once again experience life.
You are much more than you believe Missy. You are more loved and respected. You are more important to those who are blessed to have you as a part of their life than you realize.
Let us do this now. Clean up the closet that is your body. How long have ED been allowed to handle your life? Long. Has it made anything better?
It is time to give life a chance now.
<3
sheesh. girl? you always know how to speak to me…thank you do much for always being there.
because this? “You’re tired now, aren’t you?”
um….yeah. i have been for a while…and while i was being tired my life spiraled down into…..whatever it is now.
Oh my heart
Amen. It just takes so much effort! It’s hard.
email me friend! Thinking and praying for you.
I believe in you. And more importantly, God believes in you.
You’re always in my prayers.
{{{Hugs}}}
Hugs <3
….i know….
Now; what can we do? What can you do?
Loving thoughts and prayers to and for you sweet one.
If you need cleaning buddies (or demolish-buddies, sounds like potential fun. And I’ll help re-build too. And re-decorate!) just shoot me a line!
Hope you feel better soon. And use the time-out to the max possible. Maybe this is just what you need. Love, Sooz
*adding new word to vocabulary*
I do hope that you’ll be able to use this break to focus on yourself and do whatever needs to be done. You’re a strong person and I know you can pull through anything!! I’ll keep you in my prayers.
xoxo
Love ya! <33333
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